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Im Just Lost

Tue Nov 10, 2009, 9:04 PM
  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: Rave Music
  • Reading: A Halo book
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Fish
  • Drinking: Voka
Well the title of this journal entry speaks for its self I feel lost and confused and for once I dont know what to do it just seems that every time I talk I just seem to hurt someone or make someone mad so I guess these well be my last words for now I just wont talk anymore Im tired and just want to go home or at least find my home

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I like zombie games and halo 3. Im a lizard and I hate Humans. I feel like a monster everyone seems to hate me and why am I here? Why I'm I alive? I feel like just ending my life. There are no gods only people. Should a yong boy see his friends die I think not. I feel like I was made in a lab my heart hurts and I have dreams that just leave me in pain. I'm lost in a sea of lost souls but I'm not dead I just hear their srceams and a part of me says to put mt self together but the other just laughs at them as they srceam and beg for mercy.



Mood:Tired

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Simi Valley CA
  • Interests: love to kill zombies and humans
  • Favourite movie: jason vs ferrdy
  • Favourite band or musician: AC/DC
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite style of art: any
  • Skin of choice: scales
  • Favourite game: Halo 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: 1st person shooters
  • Favourite cartoon character: Zim
  • Personal Quote: For the elites, furries, and the mother land
  • Tools of the Trade: great with others n working with machines

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:iconprincessruka:
thanks for the fav

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[ The strength I have obtained
I also call it my loneliness.. ]

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:iconrettgar:
your welcome friend ^^ *hugs*
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Love can blossom in all places.
But no place can it blossom more,
In some, but not in all cases,
Than in the eyes of a broken before. ~ Rebecca Eccles

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:iconksapphire8989:
*purred softly* Thanks so much for :+devwatch:

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Sweetness, kindness, gentle, love......though should be the most important thing in life. Well for me it is. ^///^ :meow:
:iconksapphire8989:
:meow:

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Sweetness, kindness, gentle, love......though should be the most important thing in life. Well for me it is. ^///^ :meow:
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thanks for the fav butty :iconfurryglompplz:
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*mews and smiled sweetly* Thanks for :+fav:ing Love bunny.

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Sweetness, kindness, gentle, love......though should be the most important thing in life. Well for me it is. ^///^ :meow:
:iconksapphire8989:
:giggle: *nuzzles*

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Sweetness, kindness, gentle, love......though should be the most important thing in life. Well for me it is. ^///^ :meow:
:iconksapphire8989:
:cuddle:

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Sweetness, kindness, gentle, love......though should be the most important thing in life. Well for me it is. ^///^ :meow:

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